I Wish (Bundle of Contradictions)

I wish I hadn't fallen
And I wish I'd never strayed
I wish that I could see you again and nothing ever changed
And I wish that I was sleeping back in your folding bed
And I wish that I could stop crying and ease my aching head

Well, let'em go, let'em ride
Let'em sit on their ass and cry
Let'em be what they wanna be
I wish the best for you

I wish I had some money
And I wish you had some, too
I wish it wasn't someone else spending time with you

Okay, give me those wedding bells, give me that prison cell
Give me the money you owe me for our home
Give me what I deserve
Give me what I can't have
...?...

I wish that I was crippled
I wish that I was blind
And I wish that I had never seen your fucking perfect smile
No, I know I am not perfect
But please, believe I've tried
It takes one you truly love to make a grown man cry
And somewhere there is someone
Someone I haven't met
Who'd like to meet a bundle of contradictions and a pile of shattered nerves