I Will Never Forgive My State Of Mind

[Verse 1: Doc Gruesome]
Leaning back, insides feel like Big Rott (Woah)
Dig my fingers in my eyes like I'm Slipknot (Woah)
Lil bitch on IG flexin' big Glocks (Big Glocks)
Pull up with that drummy, turn that dummy to a pitstop
Lick shots, bitch, we be duckin' the twelve and buckin' the feds (Buckin' the feds)
You Tiktok gangsters really beefin' it with the best
And bitch we born to die, baptized in the flames that made me fortified (Fortified)
Horns in my skull, a visionary or a poltergeist
Kill my life bitch, I never been the type to harm myself
But lately how I'm feeling really starting to alarm myself (Lil bitch)
I need some help but I'm too fucked up to ask for it (Ask for it)
Lighter on the shelf, I spark a blunt, hope I'ma last for we

[Pre-Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
I don't feel right, no love, I feel distanced
My conceal tight, stand tall on some business (Business)
Bright lights tell me follow the business
Soul just like a horror movie living in The Sixth Sense

[Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
I see dead bodies (bodies), I see dead people (Dead bitch)
I see dead opps (dead opps), I grab that fuckin' needle (Fuckin' needle)
Just know that "Fuck the cops" until they shoot and kill us (Bitch)
I see dead folk daily like they Bruce Willis

[Verse 2: Doc Gruesome]
I can see people inside of my mind
I can't differentiate if they're alive
Why every time I seem to open my eyes
I see death everywhere all of the time (Ayy)
Now I'm wide-eyed, wide awake tryin' to buy time (Buy time)
Lifeline wearin' thin, time to write my obituary, I'm ready for death (I'm ready for death)
Life, death monetary, come show me what's next
I'm a motherfuckin' flight risk, scars on the right wrist (Right wrist)
Knife on a white bitch and right back to crisis
And timeless ghosts living in the graveyard (Graveyard)
Iris, focus that, anything to pray on

[Pre-Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
I don't feel right, no love, I feel distanced
My conceal tight, stand tall on some business (Business)
Bright lights tell me follow the business
Soul just like a horror movie living in The Sixth Sense

[Chorus: Doc Gruesome]
I see dead bodies (bodies), I see dead people (Dead bitch)
I see dead opps (dead opps), I grab that fuckin' needle (Fuckin' needle)
Just know that "Fuck the cops" until they shoot and kill us (Bitch)
I see dead folk daily like they Bruce Willis