I Will Never Forget Your Name

I live my life with a shadow full of darkness that follows me everywhere I go
There's a river by my house and it's full of dead fish
It reminds me of the love we used to have
Every time I see a shadow, it reminds me of you because I know that you love the color black
I used to know everything about you
But it's been years so I forgot
It's been years since I saw you, but I still remember your face
Like a Picasso painting, like The Monet
I wish I could remember everything at once
But my memory continues to fleet me
Probably because of the meds, and the substances
But mostly because of the trauma
And the everlasting pain
I walk forward
And, I walk forward
And, I walk forward
Like a soldier without a brain
But I will never forget your name