I Will Be Cold Soon

Caught in this confusing stage
Waiting for your swollen days to take me
The flake she held to raid
Won't escape
While he's taking her

This muffled center stage
Measuring time it takes to fade
blazing ways to your own shade
Leaving marks on my face

Hollow words and truthful lies
and that's the way i waste these thoughts of mine
Solely standing white on bed
All these wandering eyes place me back there
Caught in this bitter [?]