I was so fucking sad a couple days ago

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R.I.P. to my past life
Mama know I never act right
So they wanna label me a bad guy
Now the kid heated like a crack pipe
I been worried 'bout the same thangs
Never worry 'bout no gold chains
No saliva, I spit propane
Fuck a slice, I want the whole thang
I ain't worried 'bout a bad bitch
Only worried 'bout the cabbage
I ain't worried 'bout these mothafuckas claimin' everything they do is savage
If you ain't me then you average
I'm not here to carry baggage
I thought you told me that you'd never leave me
Nowadays everyone cappin'
Nowadays everyone trappin'
Nowadays everyone rappin'
You need to follow the leader
Follow the teacher
Follow the captain
I been the same mothafucka since 2003
What the fuck do you want from me?
I know I walk around like I don't care but honestly
That shit really got to me
Now you don't even fucking talk to me
You don't even fucking follow me
Only time you ever cared is when you went to social media to block me
Ain't nobody finna cop this
I don't know what to call this
I ain't even trippin' off that
It's all cool, bitch i'm off this