I wanted to be someone

[Verse]
I’ll be ready to be happy on the day I fuckin pass
Why they acting tryna stab me in the back before they last
I’m just walking tryna move on put my foot up on the gas
Life an auction tryna keep all that I got as far as laughin
I want to feel the floor
Wanna matter any more
In my bag I’m feeling sore
Tryna work it out n sort
Demon knocking at my door
Asking me the time of day
Tryna flip my time into another ballad with the grey
It’s that pain I’m in
I’m tryna heal it bitch
Tryna be within
I got people to fill in
On the steeple, growing thin
Pray to god I get a gift
Need a moment just to breathe and feel the season in the wind
I feel like seizing up and dying on a mother fucking whim
I can’t believe it tryna give me up I know I gotta win
Yo I know just where I been and I’m never going back
Soap an ocean drowning in my personality it’s bad
And It’s a
Fuckin problem
Finna get it finna solve it
Idea of me I dissolve it
There’s anxiety in the solvent
Cleaning it up I’m upon it
Molecular imma go bomb it
Imma just turn to my tonic
Sicka the runnin I’m sick a the sonic
Boom boom bitch shit
Cracked my wrist my whip whip
When I crashed that shit shit
Reminded me of this this
So I Subsist on uplift
Member them days on Sussex
All of them days I was kid
All of that shit a past life