I Want The 1 (That I Can’t Have)

I want the one that I can’t have
I only want the things that make me sadder
I want someone to cause me pain
To make me feel like I am living again

How can I
Be satisfied
When I deny
This pain inside?

What’s the point
Trying to destroy
This mortal joy
With some unlawful noise?

How can I
Justify
This sunny lie
When i’m dying inside?

I’ll pretend
To be a friend
To the one who bends me
To break in the end

I want the one that I can’t have
I only want the things that make me madder
I want someone to cause me pain
To make me feel like I am living again

I want the one that I can’t have
I want the one that I can’t have
I want the one that I can’t have
I want the one that I can’t have