I Want My Life To Change

Xac Anon

Verse 1:
I'm tired of the lies, tired of the pain
I'm tired of the darkness, can't find the light again
I'm searching for a way out, but I'm stuck in this place
I'm lost in the shadows, can't find my face
I'm tired of the pain, tired of the hurt
I'm tired of the tears, can't take it anymore
I'm searching for a way out, but I'm lost in my mind
I want my life to change, but I'm running out of time

Chorus:
I want my life to change, but the world's so cold
I'm searching for a reason, but nothing seems to hold
I'm lost in the darkness, can't find my way back home
I want my life to change, but I'm all alone

(Dayze)

Verse 2:
I got thе bottle in my hand
Lost the lid I’ll empty it
Why am I so alonе again
It’s cause I’m a loner
Take these drugs so much
It’s like making love
They bend me over
But it just gets worse when your sober
All these bitches tryna put their self worth on my shoulders
I got a lot worse on my plate
Thousands in bills that go unpaid
Straight from the hospital, chronic pain
Putting myself through this hell, for my mamas sake
Morphine just to numb it
Had it once, fell in love and now I want it
Makes it hard for me just to function
Gotta get over it I crave it every morning
Not to mention all the Norcos I was stuffing

(Xac Anon & Dayze)
Chorus:
I want my life to change, but the world's so cold
I'm searching for a reason, but nothing seems to hold
I'm lost in the darkness, can't find my way back home
I want my life to change, but I'm all alone