I Want

I want to forgive
Haven't felt enough hate
I want to forget
Haven't felt enough pain
I want to see the stars
Haven't felt enough fame
I want to be alive
Haven't broken the bars

Want to be five by five
Haven't faded the scars
I want to slash and slay
Haven't had to pray
I want to dream
Haven't stopped the scream
I want to run away
Haven't made my mind

Am I too close to the sun
Blinded by memories' tears?
Maybe I'm music, maybe the gun
Bullet holes riddle the years

I want another day
Haven't time to find
I want you here
Haven't the cord to bind
I want you to mirror
Haven't courage to smile
I want to want to, I want to want awhile

Am I too close to the sun
Blinded by memories' tears?
Maybe I'm music, maybe the gun
Bullet holes riddle the years