I wanna stay afloat

I’m tryna stay afloat
Did this all me had to pay the toll
I just want you to come keep me close
Life line be dangling by the ropes
I’m tryna coast
I’m tryna stay afloat
I don’t want fame I want hope x3
I don’t want love I want dope
The drugs by my side always keep me alive
When I’m down on my own
When no one by my side
When my brain say I’m pussy
Cause I wanna cry
I pop me a pill just to quiet my mind
It may not be right but it’s instant relief
Young boy name joy he drowning in a sea
Ocean of emotions that live inside me

Quiet I’m quiet I’m quiet I try
But it’s really hard when I live in my mind
I'm constantly thinking
My mind keeps on racing
I question if it’s even worth it to try
I spread out my wings and I fly
My feathers are burning my wings are on fire and fry
I’m trying my best to find peace in my life
But this roller coaster is one hell of a ride
All of this water on me like the tide
I hide all my worries behind all my ice
I puff out my chest I ain’t scared of the night
But I’m fragile inside, but outside I have might
They ask If I’m high and I only say slight
I puff on 3 blunts and I can’t feel a thing
I think I might need a break
But I just don’t know what the next month might just bring
Xanax be pulling my strings
It's keeping me calm and forget everything
It’s taking me over
I just can’t be sober
Cause I feel my blood burning ,it’s boiling
I handle myself
Like I’m handling glass
But bump and I shatter
My heart tears in half
I’m trying my best not to relive the past
But when life brings me down it’s just all that I have