I Wanna See My Kid

I Wanna See My Kid
The Pain Cost All the Things I've Lost But His Moms & Me Didn't Get Along
II Ain't Saying it was right running off The Way I did I Abandoned My Kid
I Wonder where They are who He Calls Pop Does He Know My Name Do They HAve a Car Could Walk Back into their Life, After What I did Do I have a Right I Wanna See My Son Ae His Eyes Like Mine What Toys Do I Buy, I'm So Confused What words do I use when his eyes ask me Who Are You ? I Feel Regret as I Roam The Halls Where I Once Lived Where I Walked The Dog I just be tripping on the little things cause the big picture is what the pain brings I Wouldn't be defensive pride moved aside let his Moms say the words bottled up inside But here I Stand just the Same, I wanna see my Child like any Other Man Do I Try his Grandmas Old Hommes of Mine, Somebody gotta know where to find, It's Just a Question How hard I look or choose to keep the Distance That I once Took
I Wanna See My Kid

All You Deadbeat Dads think of what you lost, what you'll never had what you tossed off, when ya Got Lost, betrayed the Trust, When you just walked off & took the First Bus, So Sorry I got to let it out, My Conscience be screaming some times i've got to shout Can You See Them Can You Feel Them What You did to them when you left them
Come from a Divorced Home thought I'd never fine myself in the same situation, The Children ain't the Ones Who make the Mess It's the Parents who Fuck it up then Live Regreat
I'm So Ashamed I'm So In Pain I'm So Ashamed I'm So in Pain
Don't know what else to say, It's gonna take more then words to change how I feel today
All The Things We Never Did, All the Years That I've Missed