I WANNA FEEL

Maybe it's clinical
Or maybe it's a series of circumstances that made me this way
Hope it's not critical
But this time it feels different, I don't think it's something I can shake

I don't wanna take no medication
I don't wanna operate my brain (brain)
I can't help but feel the trepidation
Of not knowing what unknown might change

I wanna feel the same as I did
I wanna feel the same like when I was a kid
I wanna feel the same as I did
I wanna feel the same like when I was a kid
I wanna feel the

Maybe I'm cynical
But it seems as I grow older I can't help but realize the weight (of all my problems)
It's almost cyclical
As my world is spinning out I still rеpeat all of my same mistakes (causing morе problems)

I don't wanna save my money (no, no!)
I don't wanna play the game (no, no!)
I don't wanna sell my organs (no, no!)
I don't wanna change

I wanna feel the same as I did
I wanna feel the same like when I was a kid
I wanna feel the same as I did
I wanna feel the same like when I was a kid
I wanna feel the

I don't wanna feel alone again
But I still waste into the space between a lover and a friend
I don't wanna feel alone again
So I delay it as a way to feel I can control the end
I don't wanna feel alone again
But I still waste into the space between a lover and a friend
I don't wanna feel alone again
So I delay it as a way to feel I can control the end
(end, end, end)