i wanna die

[Verse 1]
Hey, I don't feel like I've been good
Haven't treated myself the way I should
And I know that I need to get better
And get my head up

[Chorus]
I wanna die
But it don't mean I don't wanna be alive
I had a lot I had to sacrifice
Eyes closed but awake in the night
Stay by my side and come along for the ride

[Verse 2]
I make it seem like I'm doing okay
But inside I'm freaking out
I make it seem like I'm doing okay
But inside I wanna scream and shout
Scream and shoooout
Scream and shout, scream and shout
Cause I don't want you worrying now
Worry now, worry now
Oh, darling
Cause you been running circles in my head
For a long time
Thinking 'bout everything that you said
Now what's life
Cause you were my life and purpose
Now I don't know if its worth it

[Bridge]
I knew that something was wrong
But when I asked you, you said none
But I felt it on my body
Knew something was coming
But I did not wanna run

[Chorus]
I wanna die
But it don't mean I don't wanna be alive
I had a lot I had to sacrifice
Eyes closed but awake in the night
Stay by my side and come along for the ride

[Outro]
Come along for the ride
Woah
Come along for the ride
Woah
Come along for the ride darling
Woah
Darling, oh, oh, oh