I WANNA DIE BUT I CAN’T (CUZ I GOTTA KEEP LIVING)

[Verse 1]
Everybody’s moving on
Growing in their own way
No matter where I put myself
I’m always in the same place
Breathing down my own neck
Taking up too much space
Now I’m trying to cry in the bathroom
And figure out if I ever cared anyways

[Chorus]
I wanna die but I can’t
Cuz I gotta keep living
I wanna die but I can’t
Cuz I gotta keep living

[Verse 2]
Wake up in another day
Have some coffee with my stupor
Add up all the time I waste
Telling myself I am a loser
Pick apart my peaking past
Stress about the future
Now it’s me in the mirror in the bathroom
Wondering if I ever knew her

[Chorus]
I wanna die but I can’t
Cuz I gotta keep living
I wanna die but I can’t
Cuz I gotta keep living

[Verse 3]
Oh babe you gotta figure this out
You got another forty years at least to live with yourself
And everything looks pretty on paper
But you can’t write down your life
(I wanna die but I can’t)
Oh babe point to the place that it hurts
When all the walls close in around you feel it only gets worse
(I wanna die but I can’t)
But everything gets better just later
So let’s give this one more try

[Chorus]
I wanna die but I can’t
Cuz I gotta keep living
I wanna die but I can’t
Cuz I gotta keep living

[Verse 4]
Everybody’s moving on
I’m still acting like I’m twenty
Every decision I make is based on fun
Well Alyse are you even having any?