​i’vebeenstuck

[Intro: sake!]
Uh, uh, yo
Uh, yo, yo, yo

[Verse 1: sake!]
Life a cycle, I'm just passin' through
Back against the wall lookin' at the shit that I knew
We not stickin' like glue, and it's not phasin' you (Uh)
Really tryna start believin' in God, like the one that y'all praisin' to
Demons always raisin', who gonna be there when I'm stuck into?
And my last book, no one ever gave a fuck
And my spirit weak, and my mental state gettin' crushed
They mashed it all into mush, my dreams screamin' out, it's a fuss
Screamin' loud, I'm breakin' out, tryna see the days amount
And I'm lookin' at the walls and they have no sound

[Interlude: Xerces]
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 2: Xerces, sake! & Xerces]
Okay, thе brink of destruction
You see this drink that I'm clutchin'
I finish the bottle to bottom
I'm lookin', but somеthin', get nothin'
I'm hopeless, outta options
Outta options
Potions and concoctions
With posers and poets rocking
Concussions, on my mind when
Time is slowed and I see options
But I ain't walkin', fuckin' talkin'
Then my walkie-talkie broke (I've been stuck)
Communication plays no role
I just got so fuckin' faded
That I swear I been here before
I'm in a constant fuckin' cycle (I've been stuck)
Depression is my disciple
I just fuckin' toss it out
But it grow just on some Eiffel
And I pray just like lil' Paris
When I'm fightin' off a trial (I've been stuck)
But my mind, it turns to mush
It tells me, "Go and grab the rifle" (-Stuck-)
I feel like- I feel like-
I feel like I'm at the bottom of the barrel
Way I'm starin' back at my own face (I've been stuck)
I feel like I'm just on pace while I'm screamin' for a way
To find my way out of this cave
Tidal waves of despairin' me
The city streets had kept me
Undergrowin' stead mead (I've been stuck)
They lookin' at me, I'm dead meat
Now I'm screamin' to the void and shoutin', "Help me"
Help me...