I’ve Missed You

Sometimes I want you to hurry
So we can get to the end
I’m sick of tellin a story
That I just couldn’t defend
I want to cross the sea
But it’s not up to me
All things done and said I’m going under again
For years and for hours I’ve missed you
I’m back at the start but I don’t know who you are
In the hope and the shame I’ve missed you
All things said and done I’m left holding the gun
Holding the gun
Tearing at the seams while I try to believe
For years and for hours I’ve missed you
You’ve never given an answer
That didn’t give you away
You say you’re doin your best to hold the light
But you’re not even awake
I want to cross the sea
But it’s not up to me
All things done and said I’m going under again
For years and for hours I’ve missed you
I’m back at the start but I don’t know who you are
In the hope and the shame I’ve missed you
All things said and done I’m left holding the gun
Holding the gun
Tearing at the seams while I try to believe
For years and for hours I’ve missed you
She’s starting to breach
And flooded with fear
She’s taking on water mixed with tears
It’s under my feet
And over my head
I don’t understand how you can sleep through this
All things done and said I’m going under again
For years and for hours I’ve missed you
I’m back at the start but I don’t know who you are
In the hope and the shame I’ve missed you
All things said and done I’m left holding the gun
Holding the gun
Tearing at the seams while I try to believe
For years and for hours I’ve missed you