I’ve Made a Huge Mistake

I tried to light a fire, but just sprayed gasoline
Revealed the bird (but) somewhere, in there it died
And when you asked me how I felt I had no other option so I lied
And I am working on forgetting how I feel and that I ever tried

I had a great time but great times are killing me
Misdirection’s harder to sustain
It’s like I’m squatting on a yacht forget-me-nots are mixing up my brain
And no the guy in the five thousand dollar suit’s not gonna own his pain

I never know what to do
I’ll never do it for you
I’ll never handle this one big problem
I never know what to do
I’ll never do it for you
I see these things but I never solve ‘em
I never know what to do
I’ll try again to be true
I’ll mess it up once again
And then we’ll have to start new
And I don’t know if I even want to

I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on
I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on

The jury’s out on science, my heart is getting hard
Worst of all, I think, we’re out of ice
And if you taste the happy taste the sad you see they really taste the same
I’m turning dollars into pennies taking lives and making them a game

I never know what to do
I’ll never do it for you
I’ll never handle this one big problem
I never know what to do
I’ll never do it for you
I see these things but I never solve ‘em
I never know what to do
I’ll try again to be true
I’ll mess it up once again
And then we’ll have to start new
And I don’t know if I even want to

I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on
I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on

It’s an illusion, not a trick
I love you so much, that it’s making me sick
And now I have a feeling that I can’t shake
Thinking that I’ve made a huge mistake
I’m having an incredible year, but it’s going by quick

I always knew great things would some day come to me
But they did not, no not even eventually

I never know what to do
I’ll never do it for you
I’ll never handle this one big problem
I never know what to do
I’ll never do it for you
I see these things but I never solve ‘em
I never know what to do
I’ll try again to be true
I’ll mess it up once again
And then we’ll have to start new
And I don’t know if I even want to

I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on
I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on
I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on
I said come on, come on, come on, come on, come on!