I’ve given up

[Verse 1]
Know that I'm gon' hurt regardless
So I'm pushing through the pain, yeah
So I'm pushing through the pain
And I know inside my heart
That I'm the reason I'm insane, yeah
But I'm unsure of how to change
I can't see anyone's intentions
Especially my own
Sick of stressing and second guessing
Never pick up my phone
Lately, I barely leave my house
But it's been a while since I've been home
It feels like everybody seems to want something from me
But I don't get much left for myself
Push away tryna' make room to breathe
But nothing seems to help
I'm tripping over everything
What's wrong with me?
Tell me, why do I hate myself?
Running in circles until my knees weak
I just can't escape this hell

[Chorus]
And I'm losing my hope
That things will ever change
Cause I've been lost and alone
And afraid to change my ways
Getting drunk on the low
Shoulda' known it would end this way
But now I know
That nothing good
Is ever here to stay

[Verse 2]
I'm all alone
Ain't nobody but myself to blame
Still waiting for the day
I make some new mistakes
Cause I can't seem to change
It's driving me insane
I'm at the bottom
Of a hole, I swore
I'd never see
Again
Where I can't tell the difference
Between enemy and friend
I guess it's all really just the same
In the end
But maybe its all in my head
It's all in my head

[Chorus]
And I'm losing my hope
That things will ever change
Cause I've been lost and alone
And afraid to change my ways
Getting drunk on the low
Shoulda' known it would end this way
But now I know
That nothing good
Is ever here to stay
No it's never here to stay
No it's never here to stay