I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FORGET YOU

There's a reason that I've been so distant
I figure I can go and hide the pain
I've been on my own for a minute
And no one sees me when it's 'bout to rain

Don't ask whats going on inside
I don't even know, got death on my mind
Don't ask what's going on inside
Get so fucking high so I don't ask myself why

Like will I always feel like shit?
Why do I still love you bitch?
I'm tryna make it out of this
But is it even worth it?

I want to end it all sometimes
I've been watching all the time go by
Those distant memories
Feel closer then their meant to

I've been trying to forget you
I've been stuck here without you
Was that even the real you?
I've been broken and so bruised

I've been so stuck in the past
Think of better times, I wish that I was back
I think my whole world might collapse
I think my whole hearts made of glass

I wish that you could tell me
Just don't cry, just don't cry
I feel safe by your side
Just don't cry, it's alright

Fill my lungs up with smoke
Girl I was waiting, where did you go?
Everything hurts me, does anyone know
Where did you go, where did you go?

I'll carry on
I'ma find a way to make it worth it
As long as I'm alive I'll keep on searching
One more song
Gotta get out all this shit I'm feelin'
I'll be here even when I'm bleeding