I’ve Been Numb

I was in the bathroom thinking
About the memories i’ve been drinking

I’ve been numb, all night long (x4)
I’ve been numb

Here i am sitting eating chinese food
Drinking just to change the mood
Been feeling faker, fuck up in the halluwood
Don’t ask me how i look
Behind a mask i feel jolly good
Stop drinking, eating good is what i should

I feel like i replay my life on disaster
Ask the higher powers cause i ain’t got no answers
I melt away my membrain, tim’s a bastard
I look in the mirror, then i motherfucking crack up
I use liquor, drugs and bigotry as a plaster
The church is burning, someone call a pastor
Pop a xan, out my hand i’m a master
Life’s a mortal disease and it’s spreading a whole lot faster

Life is a bitch yeah my time is up
Spending all this time staring at a cup

My life is a joke, and i’m broke, so i jump of the boat so i’ve been numb

All night long
I’ve been numb, all night long
I’ve been numb

Hey ok, fuck with my coke and i smoke and yeah it’s the truth
I might dream for a sign and and i miss out the blues and i fuck on a bitch for the muse
She don’t wanna fuck i pop on a bitch cause she fit and i jump in the pool
That bitch ain’t feeling the blues so i cum in her mouth just to put her i put her on mute

I’m a little fucked up all day
Ask my membrain i’ve been feeling okay
Yeah i dropped out ain’t no clout shit is insane
Feeling tip top i got bands in the shop for the rocks from a sock i got-got-got this wordplay

I popped xanies every week fuck my stupid birthday
When they come they creep i peek on a thursday
Jump on the floor turn this shit into a earthquake
Don’t come on on the floor if you’se a motherfucking snowflake

Uuuhh
If life bring bottles, hit the throttle, that is what i do
Uuuhh
If life is really, shitty, pop up the henny, i feel pretty still i’m

I’ve been numb, all night long (x4)
I’ve been numb