I’ve become everything i hate

[Verse 1]
I been takin' too many benzos
And I been drinkin' way, way too much
Will all these drugs be my downfall?
Will I die feeling numb?
I cannot take it
Feel like I'm racing to my death
This ain't no fake shit
This is my life and it's such a mess
Filled with dread and the constant stress
It eats me alive
I lay in my bed, I can't help by cry
Is it all in my head, I think it's my time
And I gotta let go

[Chorus]
I tried to figure it out
By nightfall I'm bleeding out
On the floor, close the door
What more could you want?
No, I don't wanna talk anymore
I tried to figure it out
By nightfall I'm bleeding out
On the floor, close the door
What more could you want?
No, I don't wanna talk anymore

[Verse 2]
Pushing away everything that I love
If I keep this up
I'll be gone forever
Please stay away from me
I've had enough
I'm too far gone
And I'll be lost forever
My life is a dark abyss
I just want out of it
My mind keeps wandering
I became everything I hated
What a shame
I can't' take it
And I gotta let go

[Chorus]
I tried to figure it out
By nightfall I'm bleeding out
On the floor, close the door
What more could you want?
No, I don't wanna talk anymore
I tried to figure it out
By nightfall I'm bleeding out
On the floor, close the door
What more could you want?
No, I don't wanna talk anymore
I tried to figure it out
I tried to figure it out