I Used To Hate My Body But Now I Just Hate You

[Verse 1]
I met you in November for a weekend
I loved you by December like a fool
You left me for a friend over the summer
I never had a chance to play it cool

[Verse 2]
I read all of the books you recommended
I listen to your friend's band all the time
You justify and satiate my hunger
For not feeling alright

[Verse 3]
I misread every warning as an answer
To questions I was too afraid to know
We touched upon a suicide like tourists
You kissed me for an elevator audience
Pack your things and go

[Chorus]
When I'm lonely, I smoke until I know how to sleep
So find me, the bath is running cold, but it's deep
Finish what we started in a hotel with a view
I used to hate my body, but now I just hate you

[Verse 4]
You call me while I'm backstage with a fever
You tell me how I'm always on your mind
I crush a paper bag to the receiver
I learned that trick from a cartoon kid
It's always something I wanted to try

[Verse 5]
I heard you live at home now with your parents
It doesn't satisfy me like it should
I still see you as some kind of reassurance
That someday I'll be understood

[Chorus]
When I'm lonely, I smoke until I know how to sleep
So find me, the bath is running cold, but it's deep
Finish what we started in a hotel with a view
I used to hate my body, but now I just hate you

[Outro]
When I'm lonely, I smoke until I know how to sleep
So find me, the bath is running cold, but it's deep
Finish what we started in a hotel with a view
I used to hate my body