I tried my best

[Intro]
(What's a kuudere?)

[Verse]
I miss the dreams that I had
Will they come back?
Life is not perfect anymore
Oh I feel so bad the way that I act
Wish they would throw me out the door

[Pre-Chorus]
I regret all the things I said
Wish I could do it all again
Wish I could scream it out instead
I wear a smile

[Chorus]
I try my best now
But it feels like nothing is working
Feel left out
Just watch the bridges start burning again
I feel the world keep caving in
Feel like the piece that never fits
Drop-kick my heart into a bin
Can someone tell me how to live?
I regret all the things I said
Wish I could do it all again
Wish I could scream it out instead
I wear a smile that you'll forget

[Verse]
Never again will I feel whole
I'm feeling faraway from home
Can you pick up on my calls
Need reassurance of my own
Nothing's working out again
Everything's the same it's been
Said you'd rather us be friends
And now it crashes in the end

[Bridge]
Trying to better who I am
While you're sitting there with him
Trying to better who I am
While you're sitting there with him

[Chorus]
I try my best now
But it feels like nothing is working
Feel left out
Just watch the bridges start burning again
I feel the world keep caving in
Feel like the piece that never fits
Drop-kick my heart into a bin
Can someone tell me how to live?
I regret all the things I said
Wish I could do it all again
Wish I could scream it out instead
I wear a smile that you'll forget