I Thought

[Intro]
(Ayo, what's up, Dean?)
(Ayo, Bans, what you cookin'?)
(BGSOUNDZ)
(I bet my last track probably gave you lockjaw)
(Hey, LilKDubb)
Forever by my side, I thought, I thought
I'm so sorry
I don't even know who I am right now
I can't even make a good song

[Chorus]
Strong pains all in my head, feel like somethin' got my heart
I just want this pain for to end, I don't feel how I felt from the start
I thought you'd forever be here (Yeah)
Forever by my side, I thought, I thought
I keep smokin' back to back and it got my head up spinnin'
I keep feelin' this line keep goin' down my heart
I keep thinkin' and dreamin' that you standin' here right with me
Every time I come back to life, I swear it's hard

[Verse 1]
I got four lil' boys that I'm hardly spendin' time with (Time with)
Chasin' money, I ain't worried 'bout who you spendin' time with (Uh, uh, uh)
Being petty, I don't wanna talk, I'm on some slime shit (Oh, slime)
I won't tell you you got me fucked up, but my mind bent (Bent)
Guess that nigga that you've been fuckin' love you better (Love you better)
How I'm feelin'? I've just been thinkin', "Should I tell her?" (Should I tell her?)
I'm fine, I'm feelin' better
Tryin' not blow my mind with this Beretta
On house arrest, I can't go visit Grandma grave, oh
Be lovin' so easy, can't let these bitches take my soul (My soul)
I pray for my sons like every day down the road
And I'm not givin' time just for to see 'em 'cause these hoes
Back then ain't have nothin', they all want somethin', I'm just one nigga (One)
Thought money'd make it better, but it turned me to a killer
Not jeopardizing for myself, it's on the line for my niggas
Sling that iron at one of us, won't make a song before I kill 'em, I'm just realer
And shorty bad, I could be with her, but don't give a fuck (Give a fuck)
I love my girl, I'm gon' stay with her, plus she natural
Plus youngin thuggin', he slung that iron just to hang with us (Grrah, grrah, grrah)
I feel I'm leadin' these kids wrong, but we stay dangerous
Bitch play with us, want smoke with us? Bitch, we gon' bang you up (Pop, pop, pop)
When it be war, we go all out, it ain't no tamin' us (What up?)
Knock you off and watch your mama live, it ain't no shame in us (Bang)
I'm screamin', "Fuck the fame and lies," 'cause it brought change to us

[Chorus]
Strong pains all in my head (My head), feel like somethin' got my heart (Oh)
I just want this pain for to end (End), I don't feel how I felt from the start
I thought you'd forever be here (Forever, forever)
Forever by my side, I thought (That's what I thought, I was just thinking), I thought (I was wrong)
I keep smokin' back to back and it got my head up spinnin'
I keep feelin' this tight line goin' down my heart
I keep thinkin' and dreamin' that you standin' here right with me (Ayy)
Every time I come back to life, it hit me hard

[Outro]
Show no slatt, everyone cried before
Every time that I cried, no one wiped my nose or neither my eyes
But it's okay, I just had to realize that I can't break
Show no slatt, I done cried plenty times, ain't nobody wipe my nose, nigga
But it's okay, I'm on my own and I'm findin' a way
I'm grown now, I ain't no baby
Yeah, and we still thuggin', nigga, we still hollerin, "Fuck you," nigga
You hear me?
We quick to bust it, how you wanna do it?
It's 4KTrey, nobody safe, FreeDDawg, Northside 38