I Think Way Too Much

[Sample Intro]
You know, as we come to the end of this phase of our life
We find ourselves-
We find ourselves thinking about the future

[Verse 1]
Trying to sit back and rap on topics with a silk touch
Lingered on the thought that at my peak, I'd just give up
So I'm standing in the shadow of the tower that I had built up
Trophies of your past can actually feel a bit rough
If I fantasize the future with some great thing
Would I truly appreciate it when that some day came?
Instead of sweating and dreading over Monday's pain
I'm sipping a coffee, resting out in Sunday's rain

[Sample Hook]
Starting to worry, thinking
What am I gonna do? Where am I gonna be?

[Verse 2]
Coming closer to the point of starting a career
It's time to straighten my back instead of wallowing in fear
The future's what you make it
So you could wander it, or steer
Just as long as you're prepared for when anomalies appear
Learning from the wise, but I'm not applying these lessons
And if I won't spend the time, am I reliably dependent?
Cause what if I let "what-ifs" just idle in collection
Because I know that they're the roots of our anxiety and depression
So what am I gonna do? And where am I gonna be?
I don't know if I'm prepared to love the praries in peace
And is it fair that I compare to where I'm preparing to be?
Or am I scared of the notion of me daring the sea?

[Sample Outro]
Because in the end, none of us live very long on this earth