I Think Too Much

[Verse 1]

Posted by myself again I'm smoking while I grip the pen
Floating like the ocean with emotions that I hold within
I remember back in childhood when I didn't have a friend
I was so depressed and I accepted it would never end
Every night I prayed to Christ but still I could not find the light
Looked into my heart I felt so wrong like what the fuck is right
One day when I woke up I found out the humans lied to me
They said I was free but still controlled oh what Irony
If their is a God up in the sky then he's denying me
Blinded by emotion now I'm crying I can't even see
First time that I hit the weed it gave me an epiphany
Life is fucking meaningless but somehow it is meant to be
Searching for knowledge rejected a college
Cuz life is much more than the green in your pocket
I'm disconnected I'm out of the socket
My mind is an island it's sunny and tropic
High like a rocket I drip like a faucet
My mind is a gun I just aim it and cock it
All of these rappers they sounding the same
but I get on the beat and I'm changing the topic
Speaking this message It comes from my essence
I'm curing my self with no Anti-depressants
I'm feeling gifted like I was a present
I gifted my curses, my birthdays, my presents.

[Outro]

I'm up/ I'm up/ I'm up/ I'm up
Up in the sky I'm floating so high
Up in the sky I'm floating so high
Up in the sky, Floating so high
Up up in the sky floating floating so high
floating so high up in the sky