I think they’re watching me

Think I need to breathe
I can't feel a thing when you're not next to me
I wonder if you leave
Will I ever have someone to care for me
Thoughts are racing all around me
I can't help but feel this way
I need you to come and find me
I'm not sure if I'm okay
I'm not
Felt alone since high school
I know that I'm not the one for you
I think we could try to move on together
But I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on together but I don't think that it's going to get better
Move on togethеr baby move on together
Focus
I can't sleep
Whosе there whose watching me
I think they're watching me but
I'm not sure
Losing my grip on reality
Try to phone home ya but
Nobody's there for me
I don't really know what to do from here
Wish I could just take a fucking bullet maybe
Disappear
Thoughts keep racing all around me
I can't help so ill give in
You tell me I'm disappointing but
Maybe you're right
Ya maybe you're right
Forgetting how to breathe
I'm okay when I'm asleep but
Whenever I wake up I
Make a new mistake again
I'm sick of all these fucking friends
Don't tell me that we were meant to be
When you don't even know me
You don't even know me
I just wish that everyone would listen but
Then I would not be here for you
Tieng up this noose I can't get a grip
You left me alone ya you let me trip
You always said we'd be fine
I always had all these thoughts in my mind
You said the stars would align
You lie
You lie
You lied