Clarence James' second official release illustrates the spiraling of a narrators emotional state as it deteriorates as a result of a toxic relationship with a significant other which eventually leads him to take his own life only to be faced with the realization that it didn’t help for it landed him...
Don't know where I’m lurking
I think it might be hell
I don't know where I'm sleeping
I know I’m by myself
I thought I'd keep it cool
But I slowly start to melt
I can't release emotion
I don't think she can help
I don't know how I'm breathing
It's harder to inhale
I'm headed down a trail
Where she leaves me just to fail
I fell under her potion
She controlled me with a spell
I’m hangin by a thread
And now I think that she can tell
I think she’s slightly moving
She's dancing by herself
I think she aims to kill
But I don’t think that she will
I think she wants me moving, points her pistol to my grill
I think she wants me dancing
But I just want the bill
I'm feeling old emotions
It's hard for me to tell
I'm holding onto nothing, holding on with all my will
I don’t know where I'm going
I'm going down a hill
I don't know if I'm stupid
I don't know what was real
Feeling barely nothin'
Feeling like myself
This feeling in my body
I'm feeling slightly stale
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know who to tell
I don't know what I'm doing
Now I'm headed for the jail
I don't know what I did
And now I open up the cell
I pour out all my sorrow
Sorry for myself
I don't know what they're saying
They just want me to fail
They don't want me to see it
I feel it with the Braille
Now I know what they're saying
They gave me the details
They handed me a weapon
I point it at myself
I hear their hounds they're barking
They're coming straight from hell
I hear my mother screaming
I'm aiming for the kill
I hear the dogs they're barking
I'm loadin' up the twelve
I hear the people talking
I'm writing up my will
I know who has my soul now
I sent it through the mail
I feel my brother's sorrow
I feel the shotgun shell
[Outro]:
Where am I?
Demon replied, "So you thought that it will be over, once you die
"You thought you would be happy, once you die."
I Think It Might Be Hell was written by Clarence James.
Clarence James released I Think It Might Be Hell on Tue Dec 25 2018.