I think i’m paranoid

[Chorus]
If I write like this, will I be the best?
If I get famous quick, will she read a text?
Downstream going right, should've made a left
If the current does shift they gon run me less

On the wave till it crash, and I'm never shore
How I feel cause I want it but they want it more
Paranoid all the time so I hide out
Gotta sleep with my eyes open when I lie down

[Verse 1]
So confused in this life that I live
Out of energy regretting all the hype that I give
Pouring up but I'm sober won't be taking a sip
Always tripping from the smoke so I'm faking a hit

I never pray for assist, I do it all on my own
It's staring way too long I'm boutta turn to a stone
Or maybe turn to a ghost, got bullet holes in my clothes
They looking out for my foes, but really can't cause I'm broke, woah

[Chorus]
If I write like this, will I be the best?
If I get famous quick, will she read a text?
Downstream going right, should've made a left
If the current does shift they gon run me less

On the wave till it crash, and I'm never shore
How I feel cause I want it but they want it more
Paranoid all the time so I hide out
Gotta sleep with my eyes open when I lie down