​i​​t’s not getting easier

[Intro: heylog]
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh, oh

[Verse 1: lil skele]
You made me feel nauseous, I keep getting sick
Can't remember where it started, can't forget all that you did to me
You tasted so bittersweet, I still see you every time I sleep
I gave you every part of me, I bet you couldn't tell
I fall in love with narcissists, don't care about myself
I just go through sedatives, keep fucking up my health
What's the point of Heaven? I already live in Hell
(Oh, oh-oh)

[Chorus: lil skele]
It's not getting easier, I'll lie and say it is
I gave up on getting better, just the way it is
I've been feeling numb ever since I was a kid
I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna try and live
It's not getting easier, I'll lie and say it is
I gave up on getting better, just the way it is
I've been feeling numb ever since I was a kid
I don't wanna die, but I don't wanna try and live

[Bridge: lil skele]
I said that I loved you [?] (Save me)
I gave you the blood from my skin
I tried everything, admit it
It's hard but I did it
You left me too damaged, this time it won't fix

[Verse 2: heylog]
I'm calling for you, are you with someone else?
The pics on my phone are nowhere to be found
Would it surprise you if I took myself?
I might just die here when no one's around
But I made a choice that I regret
Stomp out the house from what I said
And now it's too late to apologize
Fumbled my words, I guess this is goodbye

[Chorus: heylog]
I wish I did better, thinking all the time
Baby, it's whatever, see you in the next life
I'm trying to forget her, but, God, it feels impossible
Now she's just a number floating in my phone
I wish I did better, thinking all the time
I don't make any sense, and it makes me wanna cry
But I look like I'm stupid, and she say that it's fine
Girl, you're pretty funny, tell another lie
Oh-woah