I Swear

I know I'm everywhere except I'm never around, you need me on the ground they need me in the air you know I'm chasing bright lights at the speed of sound so I'm chasing the impossible I need you more now and I know wild horses couldn't drag us even an inch but now I'm like a leaf in the wind leaving again I just wanna save us from this shitty town feel like I let you
Down now we're disagreeing again, damn distance should make the heart grow fonder 'cause the misery of missing me was stronger and you always told me you weren't bothered I wish you were a little more honest

I see you watch me as my heart hits the ground
I beg you for a reason but you won't make a sound
Do you know what this feels like
Do you know what this feels like I swear I won't do this again

I wish this wasn't real I wish this was a nightmare and I open my eyes and find that you were right here every time that I try to push aside that I care about you and I, it's only foolish pride 'cause inside I wanna die here trying not to cry tears but the miles and minutes they feel like light-years what if
You found happiness without me my mind feeling emptiness with my fears
I know what you and I share I know this shit is real and there's something still inside there trying not to feel, all the memories and dreams we never built damn this just can't be real but I hear you say...

I see you watch me as my heart hits the ground
I beg you for a reason but you won't make a sound
Do you know what this feels like
Do you know what this feels like I swear I won't do this again

I see you watch me as my heart hits the ground
I beg you for a reason but you won't make a sound
Do you know what this feels like
Do you know what this feels like I swear I won't do this again