I SUPPOSE

[Verse 1]
Okay, like, I've been running from myself like ever since 2004
I relapse off of my own thoughts, I cannot keep up anymore
I reflect on my trial and error but it sent me to the floor
I just 'bout had it with this shit, I'm diving head first through the door

[Chorus]
But I suppose, it wouldn't be better if I couldn't remember like everything I'd ever known
And maybe my memory benefits every time I step out of my zone
I'm using my energy, focus on enеmies I fuckin' don't even know
And so I'm just patiеntly waiting for change in me but it's been going real slow

[Verse 2]
I'm a king and you will not dethrone
I wake up, take a pill to the dome
Say you'll be there for me but you won't
Everything black and white, fuck the cones
And my mind racing out of control
No stability where imma go
You want me to do better, I know
And I don't wanna pick up the phone
I'm too busy alone in my room, getting dizzy
I'm waiting for something to hit me, my life is a waste
And my kidney been going to work to get rid of me
I cannot flirt for shit, I be awkward and hurt
And I literally gotta be first, yeah

[Chorus]
But I suppose, it wouldn't be better if I couldn't remember like everything I'd ever known
And maybe my memory benefits every time I step out of my zone
I'm using my energy, focus on enemies I fuckin' don't even know
And so I'm just patiently waiting for change in me but it's been going real slow