​i suck at trying

[Intro]
This is how, it's suppose to be
Ha, ha, ha, ha
[?]
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Verse]
You say you is stable, you is fuckin' lyin'
Yeah, I'm tryin' so hard, but I suck at tryin'
Got a phone on, one eight hundred dollar
I be lost in my head, I can't keep it quiet
Yeah I'm tryna stand up when it phased me
In the end I think it's gon' erase me
At this point I think I might just let it take me
You say you care
Different day, different season
Yeah, feel the treason
Yeah you made a choice when you lied, what's the reason?
Why you make it hard, I don't know what to believe in
It's fuckin' [?]
It's fuckin' cover's dirty, ain't no havin' seein' it
[?]
Kill my ego, yeah I think I feel it leavin'

[Outro]
Ha, ha, ha, ha
This is how, it's suppose to be
Ha, ha, ha, ha
[?]