I Suck at Everything

[Verse]
Still think of her
Cuz my mind is such a blur
Damn I really wish I tried
But I really wish I died
I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna go and hide

Because
Being lonely is not for me
Damn I wanna find the one
But i wanna point a gun
At the top of my head
And just drop dead

[Chorus]
I suck at everything
My life is not what it used to be
I want to hang from a tree
And hide from everybody

[Verse]
Man it hurts my head
I just wanna drop dead
I still think of memories
Of all the good times you and me
I wish we both lived happily
But it wasn't supposed to be

Being lonely sucks
But it's just part of my luck
I wanna just take my life
I just don't wanna be alive
I wanna be a ghost
Or just somewhere in the afterlife

[Chorus]
I suck at everything
My life is not what it used to be
I want to hang from a tree
And hide from everybody