I still wanna cry

•Still wanna cry•

I’d be lying if I told you I was OK
I don’t need you
I don’t need you
That’s the bullshit that I tell myself
Voices in my head say to me
That there is nobody else
For me
For me
And Lord Lord Lord
Only knows
I am a wounded soldier with no ammo
There’s a window on our love
And that shits closed
Long before mine was
Your heart was broke

I’ve convinced myself
That I will never ever change
Trying to move forward
N keep falling back in my Ways
Like turnt up turnt up
There I go again
Like a stranger in my city
Friday all alone again
She can’t see no future
But say may be down the line
How can I be this low
When I be getting this high
Can’t understand it
I must be from a different planet
Losing my breath and there is no way I can catch it
I’m desperate
I’m dying
I admit I’m defeat
What’s the point in trying
Living hell on repeat
Shed every tear for you and I still wanna cry
The thought of you’s the only thing thats keeping me alive what I wouldn’t do for one kiss from you right now
Build myself a time machine and just go back in time now
I’d wrap my arms around you And I wouldn’t let you go
I’d give up everything that I could not give up before

I’d be lying if I told you I was OK
I don’t need you
I don’t need you
That’s the bullshit that I tell myself
Voices in my head say to me
That there is nobody else
For me for me
And Lord Lord Lord only knows
I am a wounded soldier with no ammo
There’s a window on our love and that shits closed
Long before mine was
Your heart was broke