​i still mean it now*

[Chorus]
I've always wondered why you put me in a coma
Stars in the clouds when I hold you
And I realize i've never really known you
And I feel like i'm just drowning in my own tub

[Verse 1]
And why it gotta be this way, so hard to explain how I feel
Walking through a thousand doors and I still can't find the one
That you reside in
Scars on me, man I feel like hiding
And I can't find it
Took a thousand tries and I can't find it
So what's the point of trying?
I'm trying to find the point, the point of trying

So tell me why i cry then
You ridicule me past the point, i know it's pointless then
Help me fear for myself
Help me fear for myself
Help mе fear for myself
(I know you don't care)
Hеlp me fear for myself
(I know you don't care)

[Chorus]
I've always wondered why you put me in a coma
Stars in the grass when I hold you
And i've noticed that i've never really known you
And I feel just like i'm drowning in my own tub
I said i love you back then, i still mean it now

I've always wondered why you put me in a coma
Stars in the grass when I hold you
And i've noticed that i've never really known you
And I feel just like i'm drowning in my own tub
I said i love you back then, i still mean it now

[Chorus]
I've always wondered why you put me in a coma
Stars in the grass when I hold you
And i've noticed that i've never really known you
And I feel just like i'm drowning in my own tub
I said i love you back then, i still mean it now

[Refrain]
I don't wanna drown
I said I love you back then, I still mean it now
I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna drown
I said I love you back then, I mean mean it now

I don't wanna drown
I said I love you back then, I still mean it now
I said I love you back then, I said I love you back then
I said I love you back then, I still mean it now

I don't wanna drown
I said I love you back then, I still mean it now
I don't wanna, I don't wanna, I don't wanna drown
I said I love you back then, I still mean it now

I don't wanna drown
I said I love you back then, I still need it now
I said I love you back then, I said I love you back then
I said I love you back then, I still mean it now