​i still feel everything

[Verse 1: lunafreya]
I've got 40 pills that I really can't take
I see you cry whenever I wake
I haven't held you close in so long
I haven't heard your voice in longer

[Verse 2: afterglow]
Its been so many weeks since you last texted me
But it feels like years passed by
It makes me wonder if you want me to die
I tried my best to make it work for us both
But you were into another guy
And all I thought about was the sky
We're better apart
But I wish I could run to you
I feel empty now
Like I'm barely here

[Verse 3: lunafreya]
So how are things now that you've grown up
I haven't moved on
I still see your face when I look towards the sky
I still taste your lips when I think of him
I still feel every touch
Every kiss of your lips
How you always would cry
When I have to go
Now I have to go, oh

[Verse 4: afterglow]
If you miss me this time
You should've loved me then
You told me you'd be okay
You told me it's better this way
So why cry and blame it all on me
Why me, why me?