I Started Cutting Again Im Sorry I Shouldnt Be Worrying You

[Verse]
I'd hang myself just for you
And I know that things won’t ever be the same
But if only I could still dream of the nights that we shared together
I wanted to have fun forever
But all good things come to end
I just wish it ended slower
Cuts from the night when it all happened
I still feel so bruised and damaged
I had to say goodbye and that was hard to swallow
I felt so empty and so fucking hollow
If you're looking at my discography and wondering what happened
I'm feeling fine, I’m feeling good, it just it hurts to think about the times I were addicted to
Praying for help its getting to that point
Try to rеach out to friends but I always feel like I disappoint them
No onе to point blame at except for me
How many times I'm fucking lonely
When you're laying in bed
Its hard to cross the thoughts with the ones in your head
When you're so fucking damaged you just wanna be dead
I want this to be, I want this to be the end
I'd put a bullet in my head, made of lead, to hear you talk with your, voice again
I know you thought that way when I heard about it
Enough was said

[Outro]
Oh I have to get off, I forgot I had school
Alright, oh
Bye