I spoke to the devil in miami, he said everything would be fine (Remix)

Somehow I always find myself here
Dead of night
It's dark, no light
Might stop this fight
I feel so lost
But here i find
Time stands so still
It breaks my mind
Tried showing love to yall
But i still fell flat
And that i've no plans if
Music goes to crap
I always have a plan but
Not this time, see
I've lost all hope here
But who might I be?
Igniting the flames of the passion
That got me started
I know I've plateued
So I'm better off dearly departed
I've long harnessed the motivation
Critiques that gave innovation
To help give more sensation
Yet all efforts were just waste
And it's sad because I listened
Kept in mind so i may glisten
I thank yall for all enrichment
To prepare for this, i didn't
I've grown distant cause dissonace
Had dictated this as an option
Had a thought some time before
But I still swear that I'm a toxin
As I often Exhausted
Your patience as hearts become frosted
You stay cautious like hostage
But I'm still rotted from losses
Truth washes you with nauseous
Feelings, new opinions adopted
All while I am assaulted
By thoughts that border psychotic
Suicidal could not begin
To explain what i feel within
My existence is a sin
In a war that I'll never win
I just want all this shit to end
Started cutting off all my kin
Helping hands, i refuse to lend
Fuck your lies, I won't fall again