I Should Know

My world is spinning, I'm seeing circles and curves I used to live on the
Edge I think I'm losing my nerve hey buddy, don't flip on me, don't lay
Your trip on me I never wanted to know I laid down for you, I played the
Clown for you and now you won't let me go it's hard to find a place in a
World where nothing's safe it's a cruel place I should know and it's
Getting hard to keep it in I have to let it go my sky is empty until a grey
Cloud appears I catch the drops of it's rain tastes just like my own tears
He buddy, don't mess with my head, go fix your own instead I never wanted
You near I bought into all your pain, it left me half insane and only one
Thing is clear and I can't fight it anymore it's not my job to win this war
I don't even know what I'm fighting for