I Should Just Chill

I should just chill
My feelings get the best of me
Pushing me from whats real
Messing with my destiny
I take it out on this pretty girl to the left of me
And my man to the right of me
Still they share their life with me
Sometimes I couldn't tell you why
For the life of me (life of me)
I suppose Its love
Surround myself with the best in hopes that I soak it up
We get together on birthdays and toast it up
Well, most of us...
I should just chill
Everything is intense
Instead of paying for the video
I just pick up the rent
If you not yet a fan, but you on the fence
Know I will always outdo myself
Ensure you get the best
Till I rest
Spending money faster than I make it
Running errands and I ain't even awake yet
So fucking tired but I ain't make it
Target in sight
You get a fucking shot you gotta take it
I see the way your face drops when I bitch
When nights don't play out like movies I get pissed
When you don't fuck me like a porn star I feel like cheating
Call my other bitch while you're right next to me sleeping
I should just chill
The truth is getting scary
The other day I screamed from the roof in hopes that you hear me
(Yoooooooooooo)
So If its true that I'm going against the grain
Why does every motherfucking date feel the same
I should just chill
Maybe I'm a villain
Great manipulator
Such heinous crimes I'm committing
The shit you're too afraid to say
I'm more than willing
The shit you're too afraid to do
Oh man I did it
I should just chill
(Should just chill)