I shot cupid and I don’t regret it

I fucking hate catching feelings for someone
I don't deserve to hurt myself everytime
Aiming the barrel at cupid's head and watch it fall on the ground as it stops breathing
I hate love
It's so stupid that it exists to fuck me up more
I was doing fine without it for a while
But when I met you it came back to do more damage to my mental
I tried my best to hold it in
But it's fucking too late
I helped you so much
BUT YOU FUCKING LEFT ME

I HATE MYSELF FOR WASTING MY TIME ON YOU
I WAS THERE FOR YOU BUT YOU DIDN'T DO THE SAME THING FOR ME
I SHOULD'VE KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT
NEVER BOTHER YOU AGAIN
NOW IM GONNA FUCKING SHOOT EVERY CUPID THAT I FUCKING SEE
UNTIL THEY DON'T EXIST ANYMORE