I. Revolve

Is all the sadness that I've ever felt
From expectation that I set for myself?
I let the bar drop slowly
That was just the old me
My failures not my apogee

Is all the beauty that I never felt
From me blaming everyone but myself?
I let the guilt build slowly
In and out of lonely
Am I still the old me?

All the sadness that I've ever felt
Was from me blaming everyone but myself

Still in this hurricane, fulfill my prophecy
Is that my destiny? Another fallen tree?

I can't keep living in this bitter hell
Collecting dust inside an old empty shell
Will better days still know me?
Absent of the hurting
Cast my gaze inside me