I Reminice

(Verse 1)
Only 2 & 1/2 years but a lifetime of memories
The moment I heard you were gone I broke down crying on my knees saying Lord please
Take me instead 'cause I feel like I'm already dead
My methods ahuevo was smoke
That's why the future will roll in his head
Man, getting a little choked up just rapping about it
"Los hombres no lloran por shit homeboy quit rapping about it"
I reminice about back in the day we used to play b-ball and lift weights
But I also remember the scuffles we had in pulling to play this way
Hearing you say to this day
"Hey perro come over so we can lift weights"
And getting a hyna and getting first base
Then I embrace finally
Grasping hard to reality 'cause I hate living a fantasy
Realizing you're not really here; and said to myself that it cannot be
It cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here
It cannot be it cannot be that you're not really here
You're not really here...

(Chorus: 2x)
I reminice about back in the days carnal
We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
I wonder why you had to leave my side
Your memories on my mind everyday and every night
All of the time

(Verse 2)
You're probably wondering why I didn't show up to the funeral
I bet it was beautiful carnal did it hurt just to look at you
Laying there in the coffin on your back dressed in black
Cause I couldn't understand the fact
That you had to pass and couldn't get a chance
To live a holy life
Always did something right our couple days were tight
Thanks for everything expressing my gratitude with tears trickling
Down my face 'cause I went out with praise in this emotional maze
But in the end of my days thinking of ways
I'd rather get by can't relief myself from pain so I must get high
Why is there so many questions to solve?
Not enough answers so it's easy to call I don't worry it all
I'll be your help when I fall when I feel reassured with your pictures on my wall
Now I lay me down to sleep dream my soul for the Lord to keep
And if you ever see me sleep anything close to a week
Now I want to let you know that I truly rest in peace
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Yeah was sup. This song is dedicated to my homie Ramiro
Who passed away on Mother's Day. And is dedicated to his familia
And everyone who's lost someone out there. Rest in Peace. I know
You're looking down on me homie. And I know it. Rest in peace
Gracias por everything homie. I'll miss you. Alrato

(Chorus: 2x)
I reminice about back in the days carnal
We use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal
I wonder why you had to leave my side
Your memories on my mind everyday and every night
All of the time

(Verse 3)
It's hard homie putting these words in a song 'cause now you're gone
And I'm all alone suicidal thoughts just rolling through my dome
I'm sorry ese if it seems like my voice is getting eerie
But every night I think about that day I get a little teary
Si supieras lo que hicistes dejastes a tus padres bien triste no es un chiste
Es algo serio caiste al cemeterio
De los 17 años nomas por un paño
Y el varrio que querias tanto como les canto
Esta historia sin estar llorando?
Cuando ando solo en mi carro me acuerdo en esos tiempos desmadrosos
Dos mocosos jugando en los pozos
De las calles when we grew up we went out to the valles
Looking for enemigas listos para ser desmadres was an everyday thing
Until that night when I heard the phone ring at about 2:00 in the morning
My jefita gave me the bad news and my tears just started pouring, pouring

This is for all my homies that passed away. Descansa en paz