I remember

I remember being taught that everything was my fault
I remember being told they wish that i was never born
I remember seeing momma crying lonely in the dark
I remember growing up and I just knew that sum was wrong

I been seein police in my crib as long as I remember
I remember doing ketamine with my dad but man whatever
I remember bringing knives with me to school when I was 9
I remember hurting myself when I was young to pass the time

I remember being homeless everybody turned they back
And I really lived this shit it ain't no cap up in my rap

I remember goin home and nobody opened the door
I remember seeing pops black out drunk on the floor

I remember being hungry n there was nothing I could do
I remember doing drugs cus I had to it wasn't cool

I remember all the interviews cus I was suicidal
I remember elementary teachers cried when they read my file

I remember being dirty social services on my ass
I remember having lice they didn't let me be in class

And all this true this was really my reality no cap
I was there I fucking lived through all this shit and that shit fax
Most these niggas won't believe it but to them I say get back
Cus I remember man the first time I've seena nigga getting wacked

Blood spill out the top his head, seen his eyes when they roll back
I remember smoking crack, i member Sellin my first sack