​i regret everything i’ve done

[Intro]
​neohn
Kind of sweet decay like wet leaves
I know it's gonna be the end of me
I know you don't care at all, but I would do the same thing
And my feelings numb, think I need molly
Girl I'm falling, I can feel my heart breaking

[Verse 1]
I'm so afraid about what's next for me
Oh I'm so lost, look at us we grown up, huh, yeah
It's getting hard for me just to hold on
Pressure weighs heavy, I feel it breaking on my shoulder

[Chorus]
I look back like what happened?
Why'd I get attached man?
Why do I feel so wrong? I can't have it
I've been chewing pills this shit turned into a habit
If I reached my hand to you, tell me would you grab it?

[Verse 2]
I-I need a reason to stay, or else I gotta go home
Anytime I try it just seems like something always gotta go wrong
It's my fault
Oo, I think I lost myself a long the way
For you, I hope I get to see the day, I pull through

[Chorus]
I look back like what happened?
Why'd I get attached man?
Why do I feel so wrong? I can't have it
I've been chewing pills this shit turned into a habit
If I reached my hand to you, tell me would you grab it?

[Post-Chorus]
I-I need a reason to stay, or else I gotta go home
Anytime I try it just seems like something always gotta go wrong
It's my fault
I'm a fuck up, uh, I get fucked up
I don't deserve help, I guess I'm not enough
Guess I'm just another, I'm a decoy, I'm a bother
I keep tryna stand taller, I see the light it's getting farther

[Outro]
I look back like what happened?
Why'd I get attached man?
Why do I feel so wrong? I can't have it
I've been chewing pills this shit turned into a habit
If I reached my hand to you, tell me would you grab it?
I-I need a reason to stay, or else I gotta go home
Anytime I try it just seems like something always gotta go wrong
It's my fault