I Recall (Tyler, The Creator Remix)

[Hook: Jade Winter White]
Catch you in a dream
I'd rather see you in my sleep
I’m tired of the agony
The pain you've started causing me
Maybe fueled by energy
Don't let these fantasies deceive ya
Gotta keep your goals between ya
Self-care is what’s really needed
Afraid to reveal how I'm really feeling
Going through my days, understand the healing
Rushing all these patches, leaky ceiling
Suffered through a bunch of shit, I'm dealing
Hoping that I'm breathing, still alive
No panicked mind, I will find my rhymes
As I recall, I pulled through the fire
Rain down my cheek, but I'm still alive, uh-oh!

[Bridge: The Thought]
I can tell you 'bout my near death, but not today
Tell you who was at the rear, but it fades away
I can tell you 'bout my pain but it dulls the play
I recall the days
I can tell you 'bout my near death, but not today
Tell you who was at the rear, but it fades away
I can tell you ’bout my pain but it dulls the play
I recall the days

[Verse: The Thought]
I was broken then repaired
Not a token on the snare
How we heal the pain
Every meal we ate
I was hopeless then received
I was doped and then deceived
But I adore the stains
And can’t ignore the pace
I was naked then delivered
Can't help but feel a sliver
Of nostalgia
Of nostalgia
I had hate and I was loved
Fit my spirit like a glove
Before I rolled away
I recall the days
I was angry, I was calmed
I was fleeing from the psalms
I had more to say
Left the Lord at bay
Fought my way to freedom
All my feelings, used to eat ’em
I recall the days
They not so far away, yeah

[Hook: Jade Winter White]
Catch you in a dream
I'd rather see you in my sleep
I'm tired of the agony
The pain you've started causing me
Maybe fueled by energy
Don’t let these fantasies deceive ya
Gotta keep your goals between ya
Self-care is what's really needed
Afraid to reveal how I'm really feeling
Going through my days, understand the healing
Rushing all these patches, leaky ceiling
Suffered through a bunch of shit, I'm dealing
Hoping that I'm breathing, still alive
No panicked mind, I will find my rhymes
As I recall, I pulled through the fire
Rain down my cheek, but I'm still alive, uh-oh!

[Bridge: The Thought]
I just needed the key then I walked right in
You can bleed the degree for the high I'm in
All I see in my dreams is the life I live!
Let it rest in peace

[Outro: Both]
So I'm begging baby please don't (baby, baby please don't)
Don't be bringing up those bad memories
I don't ever wanna reach low (never wanna reach low)
I don't wanna go to therapy
So I'm begging baby please don't (please don't, please don't)
Don't be bringing up those bad memories
I don't wanna recall, recall, recall, recall, recall (Recall!)