​i realized recently how bad i hurt you

[Verse 1]
Fucked up my art
Fucked up my mom, broke her heart
She was just playing her part
I hope she don't see my scars
I'm just not ready for talking
My words are killing me softly
My words are killing her softly
She didn't love me for Dolly
She only wanted my heart
Everything I could have bought
Everything that I once was
I didn't think 'bout the cause
I just want us to be up
Don't wanna think 'bout the cost
Just get whatever you want
You want it all
Baby that's why I
Maybe that's why I cut
Talk about drugs
You know that's not what I'm on

[Hook]
I know that's not what you wanted
I know that's not what you wanted
Tell me that's not what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted

[Verse 2]
Maybe I'm just overthinking it all
Baby forgive me for doing you wrong
Crazy how someone was just on my phone
Trying to keep me up
I think I take everything that I have for granted
Fucked it all up and you think that I planned it
Hoping that all of my wishes get granted
Don't wanna be on this planet
I'm just worthless, I'm a loser
All my locals hate my music and they hate me
I'm used to it, can you take me?
I'm just through it
I been acknowledged the problem
I don't get chances to solve 'em
Guess my solution is blatant
Fuck my life, take it

[Hook]
I know that's not what you wanted
I know that's not what you wanted
Tell me that's not what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted
Tell me is that what you wanted