I Pray

[Verse]
Feel the pain, fam, I bleed through these bars
The fiends and the frauds, used to scheme with the jaws
No dream life, was mean rice and cheese, I was starved
Playing poker with the devil, but he could see all my cards
That's a small segment, skinny nigga with a large weapon
Pure knucklehead, shoulder rollin' all the God's blessings
Hard to see the light when you make money in a dark setting
They fill their darts with the dope while I spar with the ghosts
Tryna snatch my heart and my hope, I hope I make it out
Face breaking out 'cause I'm stessin' for prior b and e's
Tryna clear my conscience, they was friends of my momma
My vindictive mindset, blamed it for her bids with the bottle
I bottle my emotions, a soldier ready to risk it all
Grab my fist and gaws, vicious brawls, you might visit God
I'm on the block, but Shaq comin', I might dip the charge
The dope so strong the fiend on her knees sniffin' dogs
My patience thin, resemblin' my hairline
My life should be more Ric Flair lines, these some rare rhymes
But I struggle like Chris Christie on the stair climbs
Heart of a lion, no weapon, stare in a bear's eyes
Bear witness, I'm a victim of harsh realities
Dark fantasies annually, hard casualties
Dealin' with it daily maybe made me a crazy cat
Meditate where Jason at, crystal lake and an eight for smack
No lab, no needle, Desert Eagle how I lace some rack
Punch a platinum rapper in his mouth, I'm tryna break some plaques
Like an earthquake hittin' the Interscope office
Fresh linen and garments 'cause my lyrics is flawless
I survived no lights nights livin' in darkness
Bagged a pot of baggy jeans in my bitch's apartment
Had to tack the clip like the neck [ left❓❓] of a ostrich
Forced bars, you better off tongue-kissin' some garbage

[Chorus]
So many dark nights I survived, I'm surprised I'm alive
Look at my eyes
See the pain, feel the vibes
One of a kind, I might be out my mind
So I pray, I pray, I pray
Maybe I'm one step away
I pray, I pray, I pray
Hopefully for a better day

[Outro: Clint Eastwood]
See this cute little vial here. It's crack, rock cocaine. Its most addictive form. You think it's the glamour drug of the 80s? Well, that's the point of this friendly, little reminder. It could kill you. And if you're gonna die for somehting, this sure as hell ain't it