i play roblox cuz im depressed... (2021)

[Intro: nevrdoubt]
Write your name on the back of my hand, now it's stuck in my head
Tryin' to scare me, what should I say? 'Cause I'm runnin' from life
Got the scars to prove me right, scars to prove me right
That dependency, I was there, just give me time

[Verse 1: Just Elijxh]
Walk outside, see everybody happy
There's no mask on, my shoes are so heavy
I just wanna be happy, how hard is it?
I play Roblox 'cause I'm depressed (Anarchy)

[Verse 2: neevah]
Bloodstained
A-a-and I'm alone, in my mind, I roam
Yeah, I don't know, I watch my heart turn chrome
I might call your phone, would you pick up? Don't know

[Verse 3: nevrdoubt & Just Elijxh]
Heard your voice, just tryna find a purpose for my life
One at a time, been tryna prove me wrong, but I was right
So, we're both moving forward in time
You've been always stuck in my mind
So, we can't go back and fly, and fly
I feel alone in my home
I feel so alone in my home

[Verse 4: neevah]
A-a-and it's been five years since we first met
D-d-didn't give a fuck about your boyfriend-end-end
Now it's been two years since we made up
I-I-I'm a reject, I don't know what to say, fuck
I-I-I hope that you're happy, I hope that you're laughin'
I-I-I hope that you're past me-me-me-me
L-l-like winding clocks
I can't seem to sleep

[Verse 5: psych & neevah]
Oh, and I'll kill her in the night time
Playin' Roblox just to pass all of this time
And I can't even say shit to you
I don't know if I should even say shit anymore
I-I-I should quit the Xanax 'fore I OD and I flatline

[Verse 6: nevrdoubt & Just Elijxh]
Any fuckin' more, feelin' like I can't do this at all
Had to sacrifice and realize that I'm nothin' at all
It feels my lungs and my chest, the time we're passin'
I get so high and sad, because you don't deserve them
You don't deserve them, you don't deserve it
You don't deserve them, you don't deserve it
You don't deserve them, you don't deserve it
And I know that you hate me
Here comes the switch

[Verse 7: Just Elijxh & neevah]
Playin' Roblox 'cause I am depressed in my head, yeah
And I'm sendin' these shots 'til my opps fuckin' dead, yeah
I don't really do digicore, I am playin'
Fuck this, fuck, fuck, fuck your brain up
Yeah, fuck that shit, I'ma slit my wrist
I-I-I be up lately, and I'm playin' fuckin' Roblox
Cryin' like a—, c-c-cryin' like a bitch
Fuck